I still believe in paradise, but now at least I know it is not some place that you can look for because it is not where you go..

It's how you feel for a moment in your life when you are a part of something. And if you find that moment, it lasts forever.

"The Beach."

wahhhhh *get ur bikinis, havaianas out. head to the beach and get a tan!*

summer is just around the corner!! dumdidumdum...

oh yea...valetines day too..

Currently feeling: excited

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natulog ako ng 6am kanina at ngcng ng 12 na hapon. at hanggang ngyon nakatanga lang ako. * putaness tlga. *

ang hirap ng walang pera. *punyetaness*

d na ko kumakain. ok lang masaya to. shet shet shet!!!

happy valentines sa inyong lahat at sa mga labless jan, weder weder lang yan. darating din yan.

*pana-panahon*

Currently listening to: bulong - kitchie nadal

Currently feeling: bored to death

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frankly.. i almost have everything i want in life... unbelievable friends, a great family & a perfect relationship with Kit & God.

but why such emptiness?.. i dont wanna dig the past and blame everything for it. although i cant feel the unconditional love from my parents.. at least from my friends and kit..

i know im blessed and someone up there must've really liked me.. but why such emptiness?? *sadness*

labo..

Currently feeling: weird

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we (me, kit and some friends) are planning to go to tagaytay on the 19th. well its supposed to be yesterday, but some of them have plans so we're rescheduling on to the 19th.

so yesterday, me and my ♥ kit went to tagaytay just for fun. and because we're staying at ivan's, my gelly.. (at his house) we checked it out.... again... last time i went there was like 6 months ago and it has never been better. sobrang ganda parin.. as usual, we played billiards. we stayed there for half an hour then we took off.. *thanks to bubuy and ate berns* hehe.. thanks to gelly!!

well, last year.. mga 12 times kameng pumuntang tagaytay for no reason hehe.. parang first time ko yatang pumuntang tagaytay ng feb., sobrang lamig padin. naka bonnet na ko, jacket, scarf haha.. super lamig padin.

grabe when we were on our way super lamig. parang heaven.. yung sounds pa namin alapaap - eraserheads.

anywhooo, "kiong hi huat tsay" sa inyo.. meaning, happy chinese new year in fukien!

chaka... happy ♥♥♥ day!! happy hearts day!!

Currently listening to: millionaire - kelis

Currently feeling: excited

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may isang umaga na tayo'y magsasama haya at halina sa alapaap... o anong sarap hanggang sa dulo ng mundo hanggang maubos ang ubo, hanggang gumulong ang luha, hanggang mahulog ang tala...

masdan mo ang aking mata, di mo ba nakikita.. ako ngayo'y lumilipad at nasa langit na.. gusto mo ba'ng sumama?

hindi mo na kailangan ang magtago't mahiya.. hindi mo na kailangan ang humanap ng iba.. kalimutan na muna ang lahat ng problema huminga ka ng malalim at tayo'y lalarga na handa ka na bang gumala?

ang daming bawal sa mundo, sinasakal nila tayo, buksan ang puso at isipan, paliparin ang kamalayan

Currently listening to: alapaap - eraserheads

Currently feeling: yeyness

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i call this day, "its-a-lazy-monday-so-splurge-ur-cash" day. Monday is the worst day ever.. yet, monday is allowance day!! they deposit cash in my atm every monday. doi... so?

bagong buhay na ko!!

d na ko magpapakababoy!! magsisimula na kong mag gym bukas!

waahhhhhhhh.... malapit na summer!! need to flaunt those sexay bootey!!!

Currently feeling: ecstatic

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you don't know how painful it is to go through every single day knowing that he's not ever coming back...

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thats great, but i dont want to play. coz being with you touches me more than i can say. and since im oready dead to you, im saying stay away.. and let me rest in peace

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i dont miss him.. i miss who i thought he was..

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